In love again...

Oh gods.

i so thought i was over that phase...
omg. whyyyy.. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
and especially since i deleted all the stuff before!! T___T
lol now im just dling everything back.. LMAO.. im so freaking lame. -.-;;

anyway. yes im into super junior again. iono. i dont like so many of them anymore.. only Donghae and Kyuhyun now.. haha..
i remember wen i was SOOOOOOO into them in year 10/11, i was obsessed with Donghae, Eeteuk, Shiwon, Hankyung AND Kibum.. now its just Donghae and Kyuhyun.. ahahhaa...
=/.. im so retarded. seriously. -.-;;

but they're so fucking cute!!!!
LMAOOOO....

okay anyway. enough talk about them. im into them but i dont wanna be obsessed, thatll just be bad. espec since im in the middle of vce.. I NEED TO FREAKING FOCUS! *slaps self*

lol went shopping today...!! bought quite a lot of new clothes. all tops, no jeans. mannn i need to lose weight NOW! none of the jeans that i tried on today looked good on me.. im so fat nowwwww.. farout. stupid midyear exams.

anyway ive vowed to lose some weight during this holiday.. =].. get some fresh air, exercise, eat less.. u no the drift ;)

cant wait till the hols!! FIVE MORE DAYS UNTIL FREEDOM!!
or not.... apparently i need to do tsfx winter school *rolls eyes*.. as if ill even concentrate during that.. but anyway.. at least ill be able to hang out with friends.. ahahaha! =]

hmmz.. it seems like i have cancelled lit tomo.. which means.. that.. i .. only.. have.. one period. and thats period 2. so technically, i can leave at like 11.05... NAHHHH! think ill stay.. hehehe.. i wanna dl some stuff... *very guilty expression*.. im seriously capped atm at home.. and im only getting the reset on like the 7 of july or something.. OH MY GAH! lolllll.... ill have to go 2 weeks without dling. should manage, methinks. =]

i shall get back to my phoenix crap now...
i end with my husbands:

Husband #1: Lee Donghae

Husband #2: Cho Kyuhyun (with glasses lol)

omg.. SO HOT!
<3
*faints*

me head hurts ><

-.-.. a tad annoying. lmao. maybe i should drink more water....

anyyyyyyywayyyyyyyy
FINALLY! exams are OVERRRRR!! =DDDD

GAT was so freaking long and boring. i finished like 45 mins beforehand and slept. =].
went to vic gardens afterwards for lunch with the parents.
then went to soos house at about 4 and we went to the city together.

got to mc, no one was there yet so we walked around... i bought earphones and 2 hardcorish rings =P
minta came and we went to go and meet with amanda who was with benson and mana apparently.
bumped into justin, who was with his friends so he hung with us for a while. it was funny coz it was kinda awkward.. like i knew everyone there but that was it.. =/...
mmmh we went to jap restaurant on bourke. justin left us, he went to pick up his cousin from spencer str or something lmao.
bez came afterwards. we ordered like 4 dishes to share between the 4 girls.. it was v yummy. =]..

we walked around a bit after that...
got to mc again, checked the movies, there was nothing on, so manda and benson and mana left. minta, soo, bez and i decided to go sing k at FM...
omg it was so fun.. we spent like 2 hours there.. SCREAMING our heads off.. ahahaha.. it was hilaaaaaarioussss!!
we were so dead afterwards that we had to go to starbucks and get drinks :P

anyway soo and i trained home after that..
got to her house, gossiped until like 2 o clock in the morning and fell asleep.
i went home at like 10 in the morning.. we woke up at like 9.50.. ahahaha =P

todayyyyyyyyyy i went shopping with the parents in the afternoon..
went to collins street, parents bought me a gucci belt.
had dinner at Hwaro.. soo yummyyyyyy.. its korean bbq.. <3 we felt really full and it was still early so we went to crown... walked around, bought some clothes at witchery, got 2 PRETTYYYY headbands from alexandre... got ice cream after that AHAHA!

and that concludes the past 2 days of my life. hopefully ill be able to go to sui and get my hair thinneddddd!! =DDDD lets all pray. =/.. lol.

grwawr
xox

squidgeyyyyyyyyyyy!

wheeeeee!! I HAVE FINISHED MY MIDYEARSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
well.. only gat left.. BUT WHO CARES ABOUT GAT! =DDDDD

soooooo.. lets see.. my examines:
acc:.. was longer than expected and harder.. not toooo bad tho.. wasnt sure of some stuffzzz.. and didnt really have time to check the entire thing.. blaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.. so longggggg =/

chem: .. sooooo loooooooooooooong. like seriously. 26 pages man!!.. i finished.. but wasnt sure of quite a few questions.. blahz.. i hope i can scrape an A... =((((

ANYWAY.
what i think, right.. is that we should all stop talking about the exams now!! whats done is done and we cant do anything about it! soooooo.. there really is no point regretting not studying or some shit like that. i know im not regretting what i did, i mean this time i really did try my hardest to do well.. so the result ill be getting in august is the result that reflects my true abilities. sure, it might be low, but these are exams and they were hard. and plus, scaling helps HEAPS! and i think the generally, ppl found acc and chem hard this year.. so if everyone does bad, itll get scaled more! =]

mmh. optimism ;)

anywhoooo.. going out tomooooooo.. going to soo's after gat, then going to city to meet with the ladieeeeeezzzzzz.. then sleepover at soo's.. =DDDD

life is good.

the fone in the lift rang yesterday. again. =/
grwawr
xox

They've started...

exams. dont well all love them oh so very muchly. not.

i had methods today.. was kinda long.. it was okay i think.. but im pretty sure i didnt do all that well.. coz i made up the entire last question.. and was so unsure of a lot of the answers.. and guessed mc questions.. meh..

next exams:
thursday - lit (internal.. mock exam.. doesnt count a thing)
next tuesday - chinese (same as lit.. doesnt count jack shit)
next wednesday - acc (midyear.. 33 percent.. fuck.)
next thursday - chem (midyear.. 33 percent.. FUCK.)
next friday - gat (meh. partayyyyyyyyy aahhaha)

farout.. i did like 3 hours each of acc and chem just before.
im so pooped.
acc is alrightish.. im managing to get A - A+'s for my trials..
but chem.. omfg.. at least im improving to B - B+'s now..
but seriously.. im sooo unconfident for chem!! =(((..
i just dont seem to getting the stuff.. RIGHTTTT.. farout.. its frustrating..

look on the positive side.. i still have until next thursday.. im planning to study more and more as the week goes on.. lolllll =]...
nerdy duooooo whehehehehheeeee.. ahhahaha

anywho. im looking fwd to after exams..
really wanna go out and go craaaazy lmao
i wonder if im still invited to that minta thing lolll
i heard from hung that she got invited and then uninvited.. lmfaooo...
hilarious shit =DD

but mmh.. iono.. i might go out with others or something..
shall seeeeeeee =D

woho. more nerdiness tomo.. today. lol
hopefully go out to lunch .. take a break from the studies.. u no how it is..
omg i really wanna go to romeo's!! i want italiannnnn!! zomg...
so craving it...

downside.. i think im putting on more and more weight..
im such a fatty
LOL!
and yet i still blame vce and pig out! ahahahah

nah i think after exams, i shall go back to my salad days...
actually i feel like a salad now............

ZOMFG. what is with my food cravings??!?!??!?!??!
*faints*

grwawr
xox

Wow.. it's one o'clock... O_O

fuck im hungry.
lmfao
and i ate sooo much today.. =/
i can almost see myself piling on the kilos.. stupid vce. hahaha..

anyyywho. i am rather bored atm.
just earlier i did some revision for chem. at least my trial exam scores are getting better and better.. =].. i think i may need to do some more tho.. hmm.. where to get more.. =((((

right now i just wanna chillll.. maybe listen to some music.. watch a video or two.. chat with some friends and just forget about studies. =].. i like this time of night. finally time wen i can stop staring at chem multiple choice questions or punching in random numbers into the calculator.

its weird getting my weekend back actually. all that tsfx.. gone. lmao. actually i kinda miss going to the city every weekend, and my in between bread top trips.. =].. and falling asleep in methods with siethung.. and doing other work during chem with fern.. ahaha.. good times.

i had tsfx for the last time yesterday. well for this unit anyway =P.. it was chem, book 5. i sat with justin again. i met dish. she goes to mac rob. shes so nice =DDD.. anyway phil was there again. man.. he really is soooo freaky. and lol i kept teasing about justin about it.. HE SPILT SOYA SAUCE ON MY NEW COAT!! =(.. i had to go to the bathroom and get it off, and came back smelling like freaking soya sauce. -.-;;.. anyway lol me and jack kept saying 'your bf' to justin.. and he got pissed off so we stopped. ahahaha.. funny shit. that guy is sooooo freaky.. he kept following us again. seriously. he has issues.. i kinda feel sorry for him.. he follows justin like a puppy. actually i feel more sorry for justin lmfao

angela and carmen were sitting in the back againnnn =(.. but lol i saw that lolly guy and jono. oh and some guy who i spoke to at the chem lecture last saturday... hmm.. who else did i see.. OHHHHH!! alvinaaaaa!!!!! ahahaha! we talked a bit but she was sitting in the front with the twins and justin never sits with them so yeah.. =/.. oh and lol after the lecture i come out with justin and see alvina talking to her friends so i go there too.. and LOL cam was standing right next to me and i didnt even notice!!! hahaha!! he was like waving his hand right in front of me and im like thinking wth.. and i look and im like 'OHHHH!' ahahhaha!.. anyway he was there for tiff.. but lol.. coincidence much?

lol that reminds me. derek doesnt really talk to me anymore. LOL! i think he gets the point that i dont want to be more than friends with him. which is so good.. coz justin told me yesterday about what cam said. apparently they were in physics together and cam saw some girl and was like 'is that duo?' and justin was like 'you know duo?' and hes like 'yeah my friends seeing her' (wtf yeah..??!) and then justins like 'what! how come she didnt tell me?' and cam goes 'well. about to'... that.. is really.. ew-worthy. lmfao. anyway derek is just freaky now. weirrrrrrrrrdddddddddddddddd.. *flinch*

grwawr.. more study tomoooo!!
methods sac on monday.
apparently its shit hard and long.
according to abi the teachers are expecting an average of 60 something...
=/.. not good.

lalala
*goes back to chatting*
xox