.Blurred Vision.

So here I am, 1.22 am, feeling slightly tired, slightly hot and bothered, slightly annoyed, slightly amused, slightly interested.
ha. seem's like everything is 'slightly' tonight huh?
did i mention i also feel slightly can't be bothered?

i'm typing this whilst chatting away on msn. it's been a while since i've talked for a long time to people on msn. and i don't know. i guess that's why i been feeling all those 'slightly' emotions. some of the conversations bring up stuff that just annoys me when i hear the naivety and ignorance in people's tones, some people have shown me some very cute pics of babies, some people have shared some gossip leaving me quite fascinated and i guess i just feel tired from all the typing and thinking i've been doing all night long.

anyway. i got invited to a house party in woop woop land. i really don't know if i can go. it's an hours drive away. i won't know that many people there at all and i think it'll just be overall strange if i went. but the friend in question is eager for me to go and of course, i don't wanna be a let down now do i? she does seem to give me a considerable amount of respect and i really do try and live up to it. besides, i'll be catching up with a few other girls from high school too i think. hmm. althought the place is really way too far. well. i'll see... it's still a while away, plenty of time for me to decide.

so SATC is now finished and i feel like i'm now missing my daily dose of girly rom com watching! sigh. how very sad. and to be frank, the alternative endings weren't that fabulous. they were like 1 minute each.

we watched paranormal activity today. and it was kinda weird and made me feel nauseous. but it was okay. the ending was a bit strange.

Louis is lying right next to me. sweet little angel. i can hear him breathing loudly occassionally.

i feel so tired now. physically and mentally. i think i've talked way too much on msn in one night and i can't handle anymore little flashing orange boxes. even if the people have good/interesting/funny things to say. but then again i don't want to be rude and ignore them. but oh well. i guess they'll have to cope with late minimal replies.

apparently i have to organise a picnic... probably won't happen. and it'll be strange. considering the person who asked doesn't even really know any of my friends. so i don't know how it's gonna work. trying to convince him that it probably won't happen atm. ><

i'm gonna go play golf tomorrow with my parents. should be good fun. i haven't used my clubs for ages! i seriously can't even remember how to do a proper drive lmao. we'll see how it all goes. i think i will suck though. a lot. i think we might be going out for dinner tomorrow too. i kinda doubt it's gonna happen though, what if the golf, being tired and the Louis factor. we'll see what happens then.

i read some more Far From Over today. very enjoyable indeed.

looking forward to some more reading tomorrow! =]

grwawrr xox